Saturday

Should I Go or Should I Stay?

Dear Diary - 6/28

My friend, the man formally with the glasses, returned from his interview.  He will be transferring.  That means that he will be moving. I guess this is great news for him since he can move away from his Psycho Raving Soon to be Ex.  But I don't know what I will do.  I don't have any money, so I can't find a new apartment or move back home. My mother already moved to the east coast, and I doubt she will drive all the way back this way to take me home.

*sigh*

What do I do?

My friend and I will talk about it tonight at dinner.  We're going to a sushi place with his friends.

Friday

Choices...

Dear Diary - 6/30

My friend and I talked and talked and talked.  We must have talked for hours into the night.  We talked about what I was going to do.

My friend offered to take me back home.

My friend offered to help get me set up somewhere here.

My friend offered to take me to my mother in the east.

And my friend offered a room at whatever new place he would have with his new job.

These past couple of days I have still felt overwhelmed and unsure of what I was going to do. It was nice to relax and not have to worry about working these past few weeks, but now that my friend was moving, I have a choice to make.

I don't want to go home.

I don't want to stay here.  Not alone anyway.

I don't want to go back east.

My friend's latest offer, it opened a new opportunity for me.  I could go somewhere new and start over.  I think that is what I will do.  The movers will be here in a week, so I have seven days to decide if that's really what I want....

Thursday

Happy 4th!

Dear Diary - 7/4

Happy Fourth of July.

This will be the last 4th I see here.  I decided that I will be moving half way across the country with my friend, the man formally with the glasses.  His company has secured a two bedroom/2 bathroom apartment 15 minutes from where his new office will be.  They are paying for the movers, who will be here tomorrow. We will drive there with a little uhaul of things we need right off and the animals.  We will be leaving in three days. 

Tonight though, we are heading up to a large park about 45 minutes north of here for the big fireworks show.  We're taking a blanket and food for a picnic, the dogs, and of coarse, their soccer ball.  It will be fun.