Choices...

Dear Diary - 6/30

My friend and I talked and talked and talked.  We must have talked for hours into the night.  We talked about what I was going to do.

My friend offered to take me back home.

My friend offered to help get me set up somewhere here.

My friend offered to take me to my mother in the east.

And my friend offered a room at whatever new place he would have with his new job.

These past couple of days I have still felt overwhelmed and unsure of what I was going to do. It was nice to relax and not have to worry about working these past few weeks, but now that my friend was moving, I have a choice to make.

I don't want to go home.

I don't want to stay here.  Not alone anyway.

I don't want to go back east.

My friend's latest offer, it opened a new opportunity for me.  I could go somewhere new and start over.  I think that is what I will do.  The movers will be here in a week, so I have seven days to decide if that's really what I want....